The Beginning of a Day

4am... 

Feed cat.

Return to bed.

Try to fall back to sleep. 

Fantasize. 

Consider masturbating. 

Question whether the effort will be worth it. 

Begin caressing body. 

Return to fantasy playing out in head. 

Play with genitals. 

Notice a slight stirring. 

Definite interest appearing now. 

Get out of bed and open underwear drawer. 

Retrieve large, blue, plastic apparatus. 

Return to bed with pretend penis. 

Fantasy in head becomes reality in bed...

as one orgasm after another

crashes and burns through my body. 

5am...

Get out of bed. 

Make coffee. 

Feed cat again. 

Consider beginning every day like today. 

Smile.